my "new year new me" cliche.

well it's a new year...2013. This is the year that my baby brother is graduating. I remember thinking that it was a long time before I graduated. Now I'm graduated from COLLEGE and my brother is graduating from high school. Super weird. Anyways that's not what this blog is about. I've set a series of goals for myself for the year instead of a specific new years resolution that will ultimately fail. The main goal is health. I need to steer myself down a healthier pathway than I've been traveling down recently. I need to quit smoking. I've been doing OK. Today's count is zero where it should remain. I had one yesterday, two the day before that, and about 5 the day before that. Not too shabby but I need to quit before I have more trouble than I'm having now. Once I quit smoking weed, I think that will be a little easier because when I'm stoned I crave a cigarette which is why I had one last night. I'm trying to use up the rest of the eighter I bought last week and then no mas. From time to time probably but I need to clean out my system so I can start applying for jobs and not have to sift through the ones that require a drug test. I'm going to still go out, but def. cutting back. I need to save money for one and secondly, it's no secret that you make poor decisions whilst drinking. I want to meet a nice guy. Not a drunken fool that my beer goggles tells me is sexy. Combining all that with eating better and less and working out, I'm hoping to drop 20-25lbs by summertime. It's possible but I really need to commit myself to this and be serious. I'm so lazy and enough is enough. I don't like that I lay in bed all day, smoke weed, order take out, and watch tv for hours on end. It's pretty sickening. TIME FOR CHANGE. Now that I have my own computer I can start putting more effort towards writing and possibly finding a career doing something that I love to do. The next few weeks are going to be key in my success and I look forward to tracking my progress (and hopefully not my regress!)